事实上,我迷失了自己。。

挣扎在找寻自己的旅途中。。

许多事情,我都搞砸了。。

许多事情,我也都错过了。。

更多的事情,我已失去原先的动力。。

我是一张纯灰色的纸。。

迷茫而空虚。。。。

Let the train led us the way..

Let the train led us the way..
Dududuudu~~~~Where is yer next destination?

21 Guns  

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Artist   : Greenday

    
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Album : 21st Century Breakdown
(CD single)
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Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

17-8-2008 记载  

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highlighted:

1.   today have seminar of Physics and Add-maths by Inti University College(speaker: Kumar Krishnan).

2.   Nyin's sweet 16's birthday. (unluckyly didn't have photos, and we just celebrate it "easily".

3.   I had just get Seni paper 2 question of pre-test today.

4.   Seni pre-test on Friday.

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Seminar的“收获”。。==lll

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一大早的周会托A(H1N1)的“福” 尽早完成。

学校4F班的Joseph Teoh Kok Keong被怀疑感染A(H1N1)的病毒,目前在Sg Buloh一间医院进行隔离。周会结束后4F班的学生被指定留在礼堂量体温。

我们排球一帮从礼堂出来到排球场的亭子那蛋糕时,校长走过来问话。。问我们“在做什么?打排球啊?”(周会上才报道说学校里的任何课外活动取消)可能以为我们在“非法聚会”吧?之后校长又问“谁生日?拿着蛋糕的。。”哈哈><

由于我们班上ICT课,所以班上没有老师上来,就到5D班庆祝“罩奶颖”(虽然很不雅,但是她的favourite外号就是这个。。==lll)首先,生日的次序当然是要遵照的啦!生日歌 + 送礼仪式 + 拆礼物。。礼物是一个运动型的手表,是XinLu准备的。。就是树胶条状的表带,方便运动时候戴。。大家一面共用几个叉子,分享着蛋糕,我就逗乃颖说要她感动到流泪。。哈哈xD(请觉得恶性的跳过这个句子><)后来,一位纪律老师进我们班“赶人”了。。结果?没事啦!我们就各自回班咯。。

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到8:50am,我们班从ICT室走下一楼的Bilik seminar听Physics的讲座。参与的班级是全部Science class 的,也就是从5A到5F。。由于要容纳6班的学生(一班大约40多位),这次的seminar没有桌子,还蛮辛苦写字的。。讲师来自Inti University College 的Lecturer。这位讲师讲话有笑点,大家都时不时哄堂大笑。。今天见识到我们班的同学有够厉害的。。整个seminar差不多都是我们班的同学回答问题还有得到奖励("Inti BRANDED file" haha.. XD) Jia Fou一直回答问题,讲师就说“wah! you are very well-known arh!” 然后让我目瞪口呆的是Lee Yin Pin很有自信、稳定地回答问题。。一个字:PRO!! 讲师问他用笔写在白板,他就说要用oral来回答。。然后他走到白板前比手画脚地解释,而且从头到尾都很流畅,还重复多一次给讲师听。虽然对于我班的ICT PRO gang应该是习惯了这样的作风,但是我还是不免 : wah ~~~~

所以说,请应许我自豪一下我班是有多么的才华横溢啊!就是多了我这个无用的学生来,帮不了也没有帮忙。。言归正传,这个seminar进行到11:20am(讲师说时间不足,这是他的要求)才放我们下课。Pn.Chua跟校方申请让我们下课到大约11:40am。。今天难得我、Vivian、XinLu、Lisa一起下可还都有吃东西,尤其是Lisa,她平时没有吃东西的。下课完毕之后回到班才看见白板上写着要去Seminar room继续Add-maths的讲座,也是同一个讲师。接下来的这个讲座进行到大约1pm为止。收获是:一个Inti红色环保袋、一枝“Inti BRANDED pen”、一本小册子、Physics + Add-maths 讲义各一份。。从seminar室下来已经剩下两节英文课而已,老师也没有教课。。简单来说,一整天都没有上课。上英文节时Lisa被我拉来我们班“上课”,老师也没有干她走。。神奇神奇!!哈哈 XP

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今天PeiLing帮我拿了Seni Paper 2 的考题(限3个小时现场画的考题,其实是考试之前一个星期就能拿到的,可是上个星期从星期二开始问到星期五老师都说还没拿到考题。。==" )现在要准备了。。星期五就要考了。。哭 + 苦啊~~~!!T_T

Nyin sweet birthday of 2009~~  

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To: ZiLian + 38 de Nyin..><

tanjobii omedeto~~~~ ^^ Happy sweet 16~~

today's the cake delicious bo?? XD

aikz...i should merompak tat cake dun wan gib u eat de..haha  XP

do u know how much cheese does Lisa, Vivian n Qiao Yee add in??

3 bars (750g) n a bar of white chocolate!!!! sure it'll tasty!!

They made the cake on Sunday at Qiao Yee house..

how? terharu bo ~~~~~fast cry..haha ><

n yer credit had expire oso can receive sms de larh! u sure din on yer hp yesterday nite..

so dissapointed man!! does u know XinLu n me sengaja sms wish u at 12am??

TMD u told me ur hp can't receive n wanna me send again??

no way i tell u!! the meanings were not there ad..hng~~dun choi u d....bla~~><

12 August 2009 的记载  

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今天的体育节vivian 还有我打排球。

去体育器材室借了排球就到排球场digging。。

今天两人都不在状态中。。我不用说,没有练球的人是将的啦。。hoohoo XP

Vivian今天手感也不是很好,一直打不准手掌,但是开球还很不错。要是用在比赛中效果会很不错的。

久没有练球手臂都没有力了,肺活量也不够,呼吸不大顺畅。。但是今天一打球结果又让我想回来练球了。。妈妈啊~~~~T_T

最好笑的事情是。。我们班的通常不打排球的男生突然兴致勃勃加入我们。。起初是豪歌,然后是文康。打打下两个人走了。。>< 我和Vivian继续打球时就看见Lisa跑过来了。。哈哈~Lisa! u ponteng arh???? xp 遗憾的是巧薇没有过来一起打(竟然在另一边玩。。不知道我们有打。。=="),不然可以分成两组对打比较好玩。。

再后来,创家、Thomas、文康、Samson、静宜(被我拉来打><)、ZhiLin加入我们一起玩。。当中发生了很多好笑的事情。。虽然以前我们练球的时候也是曾经出现过类似的情况,而且也是很搞笑,感觉却有点不同。。以前是跟队友一起玩,现在是跟班上的人一起玩。。希望我们班上的全部人可以时常一起这样搞笑+play play。。最期待的还是毕业旅行我们的班会怎样呢?到时是一考完SPM就各分东西还是一起去一趟毕业旅行?

一段时间没有练球之后打回排球时是有点累的。。还是因为比较迟睡的关系啊?有点像在梦游将,不够集中。。T_T到下课却不觉得饿。。倒是渴得很。。买了绿茶一个面包慢吞吞地吃。。== 后来后悔买绿茶。。太大瓶喝不完硬是把它灌完。可怜的胃啊!肚皮要burst liao....又不是大幅度地练球消耗能量大半天,又不是随便打打没有跑动,结果搞到肚子撑着。。Vivian 也是这样。。可怜的我们。。Lisa平时下课都没吃东西的,今天也只是买了一罐Vitagen解渴。。(解渴到吗?将小瓶。。很怀疑叻。。==")

今天的课基本上都不用上的。。除了高级数学。接下来的课熬过了4节,到最后的两节华语课我逃之夭夭了。。(很明白的说明了,不用解释啦)下课时约好了Form4的junior他们放学时一起去yellow corner。。都有补习嘛。。

Yume no Chikara 梦想的力量....  

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Artist: Aya Ueto上户彩

National:Japanese

Attack no.1_ost

Song's name: Yume no Chikara 梦想的力量

Sono yume wo kanae tai

Tatta hitori no jibun no tame ni
“Akirame nai” sono kotoba ga
Ikiru toiu kachi ni kawaru

Tooku kagayaku
Kasukana hikari tayori ni
Kurayami no naka wo samayoi nagara
Dare mo ga mirai wo sagashiteru
Dakedo wasure naide
Nagareru namida wo
Wakachi aeru tomo ga iru koto wo

Sono yume wo kanae tai
Nido to kaeranu taisetsu na hibi
“Akirame nai” sono kotoba ga
Ikiru toiu kachi ni kawaru

Nayan de itatte
Nani ni mo hajimara nai sa
Michibata ni sai ta na mo naki hana no
Tsuyoi inochi ni kokoro utare
Dakara make naide
Asu ni tachi mukaou
Ano hi no kuyashisa bane ni shite

Sono yume wo kanae tai
Tsuyoku shinji te aruite yukou
“Akirame nai” sono kotoba ga
Ikiru toiu kachi ni kawaru

Shiawase nante kokoro no mochi you dakara
Ameagari... sora ni kakaru niji no you ni
Itsumo hohoemi wo wasurezu ni
Sono yume wo kanae tai
Tooku kagayaku hoshi ni chikau yo
Meguru kisetsu sorezore no
Ikiru chikara wo shinji you

Haru no mebae natsu no hizashi
Nanige nai hibi sono subete ga
Aki no ame mo fuyu no kaze mo
Ikiru chikara ni kaete kureru

Kono yume wo kanae tai
Tatta hitori no jibun no tame ni
“Akirame nai” sono kotoba ga
Ikiru toiu kachi wo kaeru
Chiisana yume mo itsuka kitto

Ikiru toiu kachi ni kawaru

Meanings:

I want to make this dream come true
If only just for my sake.
"Never give up", it`s those words that
changed the value of my life


In the distance
the dim light shines
Wandering around the darkness
everyone looks for their future
But I haven`t forgotten
My streaming tears
And the person that I can share it all with

I want to make this dream come true
You can`t go back again to those precious times.
"Never give up", it`s those words that
changed the value of my life

I`m very worried
Because nothing has begun

Like a nameless flower that blooms along the road
My heart pounds, full of a strong soul
But I haven`t lost yet
I`ll confront the next day
And regret the bad mood I was in that day

I want to make this dream come true
Marching forward, stronglt believing in the truth.
"Never give up", it`s those words that
changed the value of my life

Because of the hapiness I hold in my heart
After the rain...a rainbow will be suspended in the sky
Never forgetting to smile
I want to make this dream come true
I swear by the star that shines in the distance
As the seasons change
I will keep believing in the power of my life

The sprouts of spring, the sunlight of summer
Those casual days are everything
The rain of autumn, the wind of winter
They transform into the will to live

I want to make this dream come true
If only just for my sake.
"Never give up", it`s those words that
changed the value of my life.
This small dream will one day certainly
changed the value of my life

About me..

My photo
Creation from the Great

Dreams?? or Wish list =)

  • 1. * A Backpacker's life
  • 2. * Take my mum to travel with (1st station Taiwan)
  • 3. I want to cook & bake for my family,friends, and those ppl i care!!
  • 4. Continue my art drawing
  • 5. Continue my violin lessons and master it (although it's so hard)
  • 6. wish to learn swim & cycling (most basic things i dunno??sucks!!!!)
  • 7. continue to play volleyball with my friends

Things I'll Do

  • 1. Keep on learning
  • 2. Working part time (after SPM)
  • 3. Looking for educational fair
  • 4. Looking for book fair
  • 5. Keep try on cooking & baking, ask mum to teach on too..=D
  • 6. Attend 17's Prom held by YuHua n SgLong's students..[ hope to help too~~ =) ]
  • 7. Backpaking..who's willing to accompany with me??

Gal team of 2009

Gal team of 2009

Boyz team of 2009

Boyz team of 2009

Sukan Wanita 2007

Sukan Wanita 2007

at sunway..

at sunway..

2009 birthday card juz 4 XINLU

2009 birthday card juz 4 XINLU

Graduation Day 5D family pic

Graduation Day 5D family pic

Yin Yee + my birthfday "party"

Yin Yee + my birthfday "party"

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